Thursday, November 30, 2006
There's so much i've been thinking lately, and it really baffles me whenever i realise that all that is isnt what it seems to be...
I guess perceptions deceive many times, and how you think someone does not like you, but in fact there's nothing to it at all. Maybe i jump to conclusions too easily, but yet it still feels that im walking in the right path, just because my emotions say so. Maybe he hates me, while maybe i think he does. What do these emotions do to us?
emotions.
why are they so deceiving? and yet it is these emotions that make us who we are. sometimes we try not to listen to our feelings, and try to act like nothing's ever happened, that i had never been hurt, or my loved one is still there with me. But in the end, that sadness finds a way to get to you, and eventually overwhelme you...i really dont like the way how emotions snowball whenever you try to keep it out of your life. I guess emotions are there for a reason.
I shouldn't look at incidents and go to one corner to zibei, but sometimes i want some time alone...where i can try accepting whatever im going through. people may think im indulging in self-pity, and i know it can really bring someone's mood down, but whatever im doing i want to do it myself.
im really confused right now, and i guess so are you...But its okay if u dont understand, cause i didnt really write this for you.
wishing;
12:30 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
yay today went to prelude to advent-.-
i tink todays concert quite okayy la but not as amazing as i thot it would be><
first got SAC choir...they sound quite good and are quite in pitch but zzz super duper airy lehhs...then also high note like cannot reach one *makes airy sound* (:
kayy then next was like the CJC choir...first, they look quite weird wif their super long guailan scarfs until like their knees lol...and if it was suppose to be christmassy, the red scarf looked orange -.-
ok aniwaes to their singing...hmm i was like halfslping uptil the chua-ay song...hahahaa dat one v nice remind me of pokpok(: they sound good enuff-can blend wells hahahaa
hmm finally RV hahahha yay *fanfare* ok nvm
i must say it was quite much better than on wed la...must be the concert hall acoustics(: hehee aniwaes i heard quite good improvement...hope they can do well for prague thing and get dbl gold hahahaha^^ so sad no munny):
zzz i getting slpy now...kk better finish up hahahaaa
after that was like suppose to be 5mins interval...but in the end dun haf...oh ya then got random phone ringing just as the song ends then we all end up laughing xD lol then toh turn around tell ppl to turn off hp-.-"
hahaha then we missed like half of dunman's first song lol...me and jm went to toilet-.- hahaha then later jm starting shouting at the male toilet o.O hahhhaha then i went back up look for her..lol the toilet locked then she cannot go): so we wait at the back of the hall after sinanay finish then go...cause sinanay v nice! ^^ ok aniwaes we went 3rd floor the she went toilet...then when i was waiting i saw some woman who looked alot like shaodan omg omg but couldnt see dat lump of weird thing on her arm xD zzz then later she went into circle seats): cant tell lol!
then when we come back they were halfway thru rorando...not v nice la i dun like either): i dun tink any of the combined are nice-.- after the concert end...we except like ppl to shout encore rite...but in the end nobody wanan shout lol...so me and jm 123 shout ENCORE! yay then bansheng walk in out abt 3-4 times then finally got encore song yay! omg omg encore! must be v nice rite! wow!
siyahamba.=.=
waah killjoy...so anticlimax): reuse encore from our concert lol
hhahaha aniwae concert quite okayy la i didnt mind(: got to hear other choirs for once besides rv zzz
now now slpyy dun make me type anymore... i bet u also v tired reading this post
so go slp.
*lullabyberise reader*
byebye~
wishing;
11:19 PM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
hahahha today went to choir prac wif fried... wah i wake up so late then ate breakfast go out liao>< then atamaga itai, quite hungry halfway thru choir but nvm la xD
ehh srsly choir wasnt as gd as i expected la...i guess i should lower my expectations(: oh wells.
hmm ehh dun flame me on tagboard arhhs i just giving my own opinion><
sops:
eben was surprisingly nice...but keep sliding lehhs): and the whole thing like got many diff tones liddat
must learn how to blend xD even if its out of tune then at least better hahahaha. oh ya errs tuning got abit probs too but its quite better than before hols (: gambatte sops!
altos:
lol only can hear wenjun singing, and abit of mingshu la hahhaha
ohwells i guess dats quite goood...but sometimes i can barely hear them ><
tenors:
omg v nice tuning and placement (no thx to geofs xD) but sometimes can hear ppl sticking lehhs must learn how to sing together hahhaa dunno larhhs dun rly listen to male voices):
bassses:
didnt hear... u wan comments go to fried ^^
okwells then i went back home...zzz then went on maple hahaha
wah fried and fiona so hardcore 3 days lvl17 liao!
im dam ashamed la they so fast >< mustnt help them anymore muahahahahahaaha!
*more evil laughs* no more pots for euu~
ok anyways now dam late...i wanna slp...
*yawns* gdnites reader of this post.
byebye <3
wishing;
11:36 PM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
yay yay omg yay
many thx geofs haha
and deviantart too(:
wahh go to geofs house 10am...the stupid security guard make me wait 5 mins....-.-
the sun how hot can! >< then security guard v nice let me in...to sit on the bench(:
ok then finally geofs come jie wo then went to his house
wah dota freak la u...and ur bro too):
go play maple^^
oh ya aniwaes i stone there see geofs 3v3 pvp
then later his teamates left then he solo 1v3
hahhaha geofs u quite pro can survive so long
but so sad...u lost the game xD
afterdat open photoshop crap around and got nice pic (of wings, of course^^)
zz then went to eat pink carrot in curry rice! v nice hahahhaa
went back com stone zzz
yay made my blog sepia!! sepia v nice kay.
maple finally finished dling...geofs ur com abit the slow lehhs
on maple...see fried online! hahahaha fiona go haircut lol take so long
then keep going wrong place lead fried until lost sia!
then went to party fried and lvled him hahhaha i own(:
now at home stoning ):
cc pls.
zzz
wishing;
5:05 PM
lol. k. new layout.
designed by yours truly :)
geof.
byebye
wishing;
2:52 PM
