Thursday, November 30, 2006
There's so much i've been thinking lately, and it really baffles me whenever i realise that all that is isnt what it seems to be...
I guess perceptions deceive many times, and how you think someone does not like you, but in fact there's nothing to it at all. Maybe i jump to conclusions too easily, but yet it still feels that im walking in the right path, just because my emotions say so. Maybe he hates me, while maybe i think he does. What do these emotions do to us?
emotions.
why are they so deceiving? and yet it is these emotions that make us who we are. sometimes we try not to listen to our feelings, and try to act like nothing's ever happened, that i had never been hurt, or my loved one is still there with me. But in the end, that sadness finds a way to get to you, and eventually overwhelme you...i really dont like the way how emotions snowball whenever you try to keep it out of your life. I guess emotions are there for a reason.
I shouldn't look at incidents and go to one corner to zibei, but sometimes i want some time alone...where i can try accepting whatever im going through. people may think im indulging in self-pity, and i know it can really bring someone's mood down, but whatever im doing i want to do it myself.
im really confused right now, and i guess so are you...But its okay if u dont understand, cause i didnt really write this for you.
wishing;
12:30 PM
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'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
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~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
~Me~
Jorel.Chanky.Pory.Kwoks
150791;
RI4P07;
kwyred
RafflesJazzChorale
