Sunday, December 31, 2006
yay! happy new year readers! hahahahahaa its like countdown now(:
4 minutes awayyys after jj lin^^ i tink he's quite a good singer hahaha
aniwaes i dun tink i should type my resolution now...dizzy drowsy): heh i nid to do my commonwealth! zoom zoom yay hyper lol high high omg.
but i dun wan 2006 to end...*sobs*. so many nice things happened to my life <3
the sands of time may pass and fade away, but memories will remain forever, till eternity.
wishing;
11:56 PM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
hahahha the holidays are ending...just thought of the song...untitled by simple plan):
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
sounds so emo...but it sounds kinda true. Very apt...for a person who hasent started on his holiday homework, but the holidays still goes on...or rather fade away. nevermind, ill start today! yay(:
holidays are like an ephemeral rose, blossoms for a short while, only to wither the next day. It's sad how nature can be so cruel, and yet so beautiful. just like you and me, *respectively*. smiles! hahhahaha^^
and i realised day1 is christmas, so that means its still christmas in january! omg lol xD
oh oh btw:
Twelve drummers drumming, Eleven pipers piping, Ten lords a-leaping, Nine ladies dancing, Eight maids a-milking, Seven swans a-swimming, Six geese a-laying, Five golden rings, Four calling birds, Three French hens, Two turtle doves, And a partridge in a pear tree!
over 12 days...so that means-
day 12: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12
day 11: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11
day 10: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
day 09: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9
day 08: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8
day 07: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
day 06: 1 2 3 4 5 6
day 05: 1 2 3 4 5
day 04: 1 2 3 4
day 03: 1 2 3
day 02: 1 2
day 01: 1
which adds up to...(12x1)+(11x2)+(10x3)+(9x4)+(8x5)+(7x6)+(6x7)+(5x8)+(4x9)+(3x10)+(2x11)+(1x12)
omg haxxed:
12 + 22 + 30 + 36 + 40 + 42 + 42 + 40 + 36 +30 + 22 + 12 = 364 presents!
lol that can last me a whole year!!! hmm i think this means that the season of giving isnt only on 25 dec, or the 12 days of christmas, ITS THE WHOLE YEAR YAY!
so get off your computer seats, you lazy bums, and go give sometime to someone you love(:
aww <3 hahhaha i dont feel so sad not doing my hmwk anymore...i should give them away! ^^
wishing;
2:43 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
its been a really nice hols for me..and im really quite happy(: except for like erm...not doing my hols hmwk xD
hahhahahaha aniwaes they've been so nice, always talking to me and all. but the thing im most grateful, is for them being my frens<3 haiis i dunno how to type it out, but they've really changed my attitude towards choir...
ever since agm, i kinda felt quite angry not being in exco. but in the end, the reason i wanted to be in exco wasent right at all. maybe its because of the points, maybe its because of the authority. but come to think of it, i didnt tink i was ready to take up such a leadership role...leave it to the pros xD
after that i really didnt bother about choir anymore, since they're going for the trip and all, and i wasnt involved...but they really made me realise that im not staying in choir just for the random cca points, but i rediscovered my love for singing. and i dont ever wanna lose it again. its not that i dislike being in choir, but i prefer singing than those stuffs that i would need to do as a exco...ohwells this is a blessing for me(:
and im really thankful for them all! *hugs* hahhhahaha^^
christmas is over. so sad. happy hols left);
wishing;
12:00 AM
Friday, December 22, 2006
omg today out for so long! and it's the earliest ive woken up this hols. Now im so sleepy...zzz.
wake up 8, go choir until 1, then go suntec meet my dad see keyboards, go bugis find geofried.
then those 2 come again. hmph. always liddat one! wahh cannot have time alone): ohwells they're nice too lol. aniwaes we walked until like 5+ then me and jm went back home while geofried fiona go cityhall buy presents -.-
hhahhahha after getting out of the mrt, i went to Lot1 buy more presents! yay i found those mix-and-match-the-letters-and-chain-them-together-to-form-a-name-on-a-piece-of-string-that-you-can-personalise-by-putting-on-other-random-little-pieces-and-give-to-someone shop! hahahhaha but in the end i bought...something that they will find out on xmas...or near there(:
and i think pepperlunch food is expensive and not as nice as it is expensive. sighs...$6.20 gone down the drain. T.T
i found the song ive always wanted from Les Choristes! called voir sur ton chemin(: omg im so happy. hhahahahaa^^
hohoho. merry christmas in advance in case i forget to blog again! yay~ <3
wishing;
10:44 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
waaa today go out the whole day wif geofried fiona jm and still never bought anything.
i feel horribly guilty...and partly because i havent started on my hmwk. oh nos):
i need motivation. chase me! >.<
wishing;
12:47 AM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
finally back from camp...wah v tired.
I guess i finally kinda get what get real means to me, about not having facades, or false pretences when i come to the Lord. sighs hahhahha i dun wanna get all christiany and all but in the end, there's not many people you can trust on earth...since all of us are sinful creatures): that's why i choose to find comfort in God.
but nothing's ever goes well forever in this world...so we eventually would make up our own facades for reasons that keeps us safe. It's selfish in a sense. But in the end everyone's selfish to a certain extent, ya? these facades keep others away from our true selves, so that they wont be close enough to hurt us. But then these facades deceive as well...when people like the part of you that you fake out, it dosent mean they would accept the part that you keep others aways from. In the end these false pretences are just to help us be accepted into the society...so those who cant make a facade *up to standard* or don't want to even have one, will just be ostracised.
But when we make up these facades, little by little we fade away from our original identity...and begin to act more of what we make out to be, than what we truly are. These factors of changes are mostly derived from the environmental stress we face...classic example being the .bandwagon. It is because of those type of trends that lead everyone to begin to act like everyone else, in the fear of not being accepted for being different. Just because of all these small little ideas that slowly seep into our heads...we begin to lose our true identity...until we realise that we're just different fragments of other people's character traits pieced together.
As the latin saying goes, nascentes morimur...everyday we die a little.
Everyday we lose a certain personal trait, in exchange for a trait someone else has...for the purpose of being integrated into the society. These start off as facades we wear, but little do we know that it would eventually influence our lives into something...
else.
wishing;
11:09 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
sighs need to check in to NUSH earlier...suppose to be on fri morning):
aniwaes i guess it gonna be fun~! hhahaha
im gonna miss you.
>< still havent shopped for xmas presents...i hope its not too late! hhahaha maybe ill get inspiration after the camp^^ ohwells haf fun without me yay!
will be back on sun.
byebye.
wishing;
1:23 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
hahahhaha omg i still cant believe it...
for the second competition we got like:
-top in children's category
-gold award with 97 points
-special prize for dramatics (lol pokpok! omg-.-")
-2nd overall
hmm i bet first was a european choir. hhahaahha aniwaes, grats tour goers, good job^^ i bet you all enjoyed it there too.
wishing;
9:48 AM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
lastnight's episode of inuyasha was so sweet!
puppylove hhahaha.
its was about sota (kagome's little brother) who was like in love with some girl called hitomi...but he didnt know how to tell her...so he went to ask inuyasha to practice his confession on...and later kagome saw nd thought they were gheyy xD hhahha aniwaes they eventually persuaded sota to tell hitomi about how he feels...and in the end, it was a scene at the playground...and sota looking at hitomi...then he asked, "do you wanna go out with me?"
Hitomi said, "okay!"
hhahaha they they hugged! omg <3
such mature 3rd graders.
sighs
how i wished i could be as truthful as them >.<
such naive children have no such bothers when it comes to love. As we grow older, we start to worry more and more about trivial redundant things irrelevant to the matters of the heart. thats why adults are so loveless. Only in hollywood they look in love...but in the end its for all the wrong reasons. i wish i could be a child.
forever.
loves<3
wishing;
1:54 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
waah this wk so busy...church camp coming soon...then nid to chiong the practices): aniwaes quite fun la hahhahaha stay and sing random songs^^ oh ya! fiona's baackk! yay hhahhaha...now left geof(: hope he enjoys his stay at pragueoslovakia =
hmm lemme list me thingies i did:
mon:
stone.
tues:
er went out to get a new phone on offer...was like $40 for a mp3phone omg...then when we reached there offer no more -.- killjoy *angries* aniwaes went to church for worship prac(: hahhaha i didnt noe how to connect keyboard to mixer lol...thank god got josh yay...good camps dont confiscate your phones. hmm. aniwaes finally got it done hahhaha! first job as sound lol~
wed:
worship prac again...in the sanctuary omg i didnt noe anything there...mixer so huge. aniwaes i tyco tyco then got everything to work^^ hahahhaa then i was like halfaslp in the sound room): zzz btw sanctuary got nice acoustics for singing^^ heh sinanay!
thurs:
went to meet jm at j8...then went to yoshi eat. yoshi yummy yoshi. mmmm. pie. erm okay nvm(: hhahaha then we went around random shops and i went to get another gachapon yay...little green martian^^ lol quite cute la! later we went toairport fetch fiona...she was like funky yellow lol...so bright. hahhhaa thx nat for telling me today got like free coffee at starbucks..so we all went to terminal 2 to starbucks and waited for free coffee^^ heh...yay i tink peppermint frap is quite nice. so is pie. mmmmm pie.
aniwaes so now im blogging.
and i dun have much time to type out onewhole emo post so late...so ill do it some other time...aiya now i just wanna sleep. cant think of alot of things right now.
except.
pie.
mmm.
wishing;
12:16 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
hahhaa all 3 s'pore schs got gold at prague! yay(:
zzz ate my last andes mint chocolate...*sobs*
i
need
more.
MORE!!!
i guess im addicted to mint chocolate.
ohwells
cant wait for geofiona to come back! ^^
hahhhaa fiona coming back on thurs yay
and im v sleepy...
aniwaes updated my homepage content things
some prose from voices of a distant star(:
v sweet <3 hahahhha
yay ok haf fun reading some more of my random ramblings heh.
wishing;
6:31 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.Having experienced considerable disappointment of late and not knowing quite what to do about it this has led you to suffer a great deal of agitation and anxiety. You are trying very hard to make favourable impressions all round. You feel that you have a right to do anything that you wish without being condemned for your beliefs. Everything seems to be going against you and you feel helpless to change the situation. The possibility of failure is most upsetting and this situation is leading to untold stress. You honestly believe that the situation is not of your making - it is not your fault - you have been misled and abused by those that you trusted, but you are trying to look at the situation quite dispassionately. Would you perhaps not agree that this situation could be regarded as unrealistic self justification?You feel worn out - you have no energy and your depleted vitality has created intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel inadequate and this subjects you to agitation, irritation and acute distress from which you try to escape by refusing further direct participation. You have become very wary and cautious but you have an inner strength. You have that determination to get your own way and succeed in the end.
wishing;
11:32 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
today went to popular walk around...was looking at tsubasa...but v ex so dun wanna buy):
then got one book beside tsubasa, looked v nice^^ was like called "voices of distant star", and it was the only book in its series (ohwells i guess it wouldnt be called a series, would it?)...so i chose to buy it hahha
first manga bought yay: 1 dec 06 (:
the bk's okay la...quite interesting. and its in english^^ i wan tsubasa!!!
sighs someone buy me tsubasa for my bdae hahahhaha~
wishing;
4:47 PM
