Thursday, January 18, 2007
its been quite a tough day for me and all...and when some small trivial matters occur, i get angry so easily and tend to overlook every single detail of it. And because of this i jump to conclusions and feel bitter about the entire incident. But in the end, i realise that the whole thing was just a small matter, that my emotions had blown out of proportion.
Lucky for me, i promised myself to stop holding grudges...and infact try not to be angry with anyone for a very long while. The world's never fair, and people say i can never make a difference in this screwed up place. but ill try the best i can. and that's why im not gonna let anyone stop me from not getting angry.
"one day, i was challenged to deal wit han individual who hurt me terribly. I was faced with a decision. Would i choose bitterness or would i choose grace? Oh, how my natural tendency was to choose bitterness. But God provided courage to choose grace. With that grace came freedom - a freedom to love and even accept the person who was the source of such pain."
It has always been put on my fridge...but i never really bothered to read it. But now that ive understood it, i found a new reason to...be happy. Its not for friends that i have, or material gains that i get. But its for the grace and freedom of it all.
I guess geof was also quite right...i really jump to conclusions too easily...and that really hinders me from keeping myself optimistic and happy.
*happies*
wishing;
6:09 PM
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'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
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~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
~Me~
Jorel.Chanky.Pory.Kwoks
150791;
RI4P07;
kwyred
RafflesJazzChorale