Wednesday, February 21, 2007
cny's over alr. and i dont feel any regret whatsoever. i didnt even really enjoy it...it seemed all so rush, and after a while it just ends.
but those few days i kept thinking about quite a few things, not stuff that one would usually think about when its cny, because they would be busy counting their angpao munnies. -.- but ive come to realise, that what i do may not be pleasing to others, and others may not accept my way of doing/handling things or wdv, but i really cannot cater to everyone's wants and desires. i try to try my best, but is my best good enough? it may mean nothing to many, but its something i really treasure and wish that nobody will have any grudge or hatred towards me. its hard to say, since ppl put on facades and all, and then other hand is when ppl say that they're joking and then i overeact and take things they say seriously and get pissed wif them and cant sleep the next night. wth -.- its really something i must change, and i must accept this fact that not everyone can be pleased with me, or rather i cannot please everyone.
must cut down on violent tendencies too. im sorry.
wishing;
9:11 PM
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'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
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~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
~Me~
Jorel.Chanky.Pory.Kwoks
150791;
RI4P07;
kwyred
RafflesJazzChorale