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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
okay holidays are the here.
and the boring.
when it was the school term, i wished that holidays would quickly come.
but now that holidays are here, i cant wait for it to end, (since it cant last forever =.=). every single day of the holidays, we think about all the assignments and projects and homework and going-back-to-schools, even when i play games i cant help but feel worried, like got CCT next week. like wth T.T
uhh if you all feel bored wif holidays, try playing games(:
dun blame me if you fail!
hunterstory:
http://www.flowsion.net/hunterstory/
ragnarok endurance arena:
http://ragnarok.wilfritz.com
miniclip:
http://www.miniclip.com
& my favourite wahhahahaa ^^
orisinal:
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/
meanwhile ill try to think of more thoughtful stuff to type, while you all waste you lives away in these meaningless activities enjoy yourselves in these fun filled games, and leave for my...sleep. but inuyasha first! lol when issit gonna end...
wishing;
11:11 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
yay today was damn fun church youths went to sentosa do some random station games. we actly met at vivo, but i had to walk around to buy some presents for some guy's bdae, then i didnt have time to eat T.T but nvm we later went to newyork pizza in harbourfront centreand got a brooklyn (since the task was to buy a pizza xD).
AND STILL HATE THE DAMN PPL AT NEWYORKPIZZA. there was one fine day when i went to buy a pizza, and left my name as "jo". some time later, someone else came along to buy a pizza and left his name as "jo" too. so the damn counterperson went to edit my name as "jo. small." LIKE WTH LA -.- cant they just put the other jo as "jo. big." just wanna chen ji suan me hmph. grr still damn pist wif them =.="
hahaha the station games at sentosa damn fun. we had some pouring cups of seawater in a bottle which is on the tummy of a guy lying down on the sand, then the cup got holes somemore, so in the end the guy kena damn wet xD oh ya also got some rolling in the sand, 2 teams rolling towards each other. when we meet, must play scissors paper stone, whoever wins roll somemore until the end, or until he meets another roller who beats him at SPS, then he needa restart-.- it lasted forever man omg. oh yes the treasure hunt was damn stupid...find dropped coconut-.- find ben and jerrys servette=.= fill a bottle wif seawater and sand =.=" verynice.
anyway on our way around the whole sentosa i met our choirchair who's j2 now xD lol weisong got poseur specs and was playing volleyball around beach wth (atleast i tink he was playing). hahahha damn funnny now he's so different lol.
then after everything i was damn wet and sandy, so we all went to shower...but the stupid queue's so long i just washed up and changed -.- anyway we went back to harbourfront centre to eat pastamania AND GUESS WAD I HEARD. WHITE AND NERDY PLAYING LOL!!! then after a while it faded out...lol maybe they played wrong song xD it was really white and nerdy la not the original omg damn cool wahhahahaa(:
ok when we went back joshua went to lemme hear some heavymetal songs -.- lol he has christian songs and deathmetal in his ipod damn goodjob. (Y). hahahhaa was damn fun, we started playing zombie, but cant sync lol still couldnt make them start together. like kersh lol it was like few secs apart, then "in your head" was like consecutively spamming in my head, damn headache >.<
hahhahaha i tink today damn fun heh, unlike some ppl who only stayed at home, stone and rot to death, then go insane on msn and spam twitspeak in convo. hrrmph. ^^lol now you can read it heh! i so fast, and i go slp fast. byebye(:
sentosa changed lots, you all should go some time!
wishing;
11:41 PM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
sometimes i wonder what it feels to fall in love. it perhaps wouldnt be as amazing as what i would think it to be. but it never hurts to dream. it only hurts when you wake up.
i would imagine walking with her along an endless road, lined by big green trees, sheltering our pathway, with the moon shedding its light onto the ground, forming puddles of shimmering lunar luminescence. then ill hold her hand, so tightly, and walk towards that huge tree at the top of this romantic hill. there's we'll sit down, gazing at the stars, to the lake. we'll gaze into each other's eyes, and wish that moment would last for eternity.
maybe that's what im missing now. or it might just be something else.
wishing;
3:18 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
i got 11.25minutes for my 2.4, and i can finally achieve a gold for napfa in ri. but now that its in sight, the ephemeral joy of getting the gold gradually faded away. afterall, its just another gold. how many golds must we get till we're finally satisfied? maybe this blind pursuit will never end...itll just go on forever, until we finally vanish from this world, into one we believe we would go to.
somehow i feel so. empty. its not much of a sad feeling as it is a lonely one. i keep thinking im missing something inside me; maybe it wasnt there to begin with. there's not much to talk about, and there's not much i understand about it, but this feeling
hurts.
i could just sleep it away...or i could get used to it. or perhaps find something else to focus on. but escaping is never a solution. is it? if we think it away, maybe itll just dissipate. its just our imagination, our own mindless hallucination. or is this for real..?
so many things go through my head, but i cant feel very much right now. is it trauma? is it boredom? is it stress? i wish i could just lean on something i can fully place my trust upon, and find rest.
wishing;
10:29 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
wahh i was out the whole day ytd...but ora was quite fun^^ ive never gone for ora before...since i thought it was some boring crap. think about "walk-a-jogathon". DOES IT SOUND FUN AT ALL!? its some nerdcrap created by old nerds to make us pist wif it. and they think it prolly sounds nice. WHO ON EARTH WOULD WANNA GO TO A WALKAJOGATHON? sure, make new word damn pro la. BUT WOULDNT YOU PREFER SOMETHING LIKE FUN-O-RAMA!! wah lao change your mindsets please.
ORA. i feel its some screwed acronym. and im like not the only one.
a person describes ORA as...
silver moon's sparkling says:
sexual.
maybe you think the person's sick-.-(heh i tink so too ^^), but its very obvious it DOES evoke such thoughts. sigh.
look at rgs. its some homely and cosy and nice and the place is funkycool. they have nice fountains and nice pavillions and waterfalls xD. RI is some colonial crap wif weird british orange roofs and is so spaced out we nid to walk so much to get from one place to the other. AND WORST OF ALL we detroyed our nice track to make a full rugby field, because we have a track at RJC, but now for napfa, WE'RE NOT RUNNING ON A TRACK BUT ON A FIELD! very smart. now we have to run 7 rounds. oh yes, and raja block looks like a prison...just add metal grills to the windows and we're be a new prison for smart convicts.
ok enough about ranting on and on about ri, but i know alot of ppl feel this way. maybe i should take this post out before i get in trouble. but its the truth. its just bluntly put since ive been out the whole of ytd, at ora then spiderman3 at plaza sing...and went to sit around under esplanade bridge wif fried and fiona. one of the few times i feel contented about my life, when i want time to stop forever, when i wish for nothing else.
ok im sorry im just really bored and tired and pist wif all the projs that's due after the exams are over. great organisation, school.
wishing;
10:24 PM
Friday, May 11, 2007
sometimes we're so stuck in such a huge pile of work you think you're never able to swim out of it, and that tests are so plentiful you would never think you'll do well for any of them. this whole week was hell, with maths and bio tests. i think im not gonna do well..again; this really sucks. but at least i have tuition now(:
wahahahahaahhhaaa onto happier stuffs:
i think i have a chance of getting gold for napfa this year! *unless i do badly for the 7SEVEN 7 OMG 7 NOT 6 BUT 7 rounds around the damn field. like wth la we have rjc track beside us for a reason...and they dont wanna use it. -.-
ok ok now for the fun suan time
situps: 79(: yay omg muahahhhahahahaa
pullups: 5 heh i got C can alr, didnt wanna do anymore :p
sitandreach: 41...missed A by 1 cm damn stupid=.=
standing broadjump: OMG 225 CM! hahahaahaa haxxed lucky tyco me ^^
shuttle run: 9.7 A yeah on first try somemore(: beat alot of ppl! heh
lol 2.4: not yet *will update when i do the STUPID 7 ROUNDS*
ok i v happy wif my results(: hhahahaaa training paid off lol, but i wanna get top in batch for situps! gabrieltong you evilbugger do 86 wth how to beat la T.T
lol i need to go off do random chores now and ORA'S TMR! actly im not looking forward to ORA, but what's happening after that! ^^ spiderman3 ftw! damn ora, then we need to man some ACRES (some animal abuse crap i dun even know what it stands for) store for project work.
*grr*
ok ok bye.
wishing;
10:07 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
kevinlim ftw.
lol your msn nick: 0 - i want an electric guitar and a bucket and a mask and long hair and nunchaku
very good. i tink buckethead rocks too yeah.
and he has found a way to get it
Buckethead: The Game
Story Mode
- New Game
- Load Game
0 says:
i eat family meal from kfc before watching phantom of the opera (bucket+!)
i go some brucelee fanclub and borrow nunchaku (nunchaku+!)
i watch phantom of the opera and buy the souvenir mask (mask+!)
i run backstage and beat christine up with the nunchaku and steal her hair (longhair+!)
i go to some guitar shop and beat the owner up with the nunchaku and steal a guitar (guitar+!)
0 says:
buckethead synthesis complete! final form activate!
i see mario gta has had a very postive influence on you. :X
shizz im so bored sorry and this filler post is crappy and kevinlimmy. ok now i tink its verygood after he made his story.
goodjobkevin.
anyway go watch this by buckethead, he's really leethaxxedpro! (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYxrdrzmuUw
off to differentiate kidneys now. bye.
wishing;
8:19 PM
~~~
'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
~~~
~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
~Me~
Jorel.Chanky.Pory.Kwoks
150791;
RI4P07;
kwyred
RafflesJazzChorale
~~~
'Sorry I took so long...'
'It might take me years, decades...'
'But I'm coming for you.'
~~~
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