Friday, June 15, 2007
while people look toward the future, bracing themselves for what's ahead,
i find myself, buried in the past, finding comfort in the memories i hold so dearly in my heart.
family, friends; those who left me for a better place above.
when people leave your life, it's hard to carry on.
yet it's so easy to let people out of your life.
they slip away from our sight, just like that.
and they're gone forever.
we miss them so much, we don't want to look at what's ahead of us.
but instead, we seek those memories and live in it.
nostalgia overwhelmes, & we fail to see our lives as it really is; what life holds for us.
the future, be it happy or sad, grievous or glad, we have to accept the way it is.
& no way will living in the past change that fact.
i love my past, and i cherish my memories. i would much rather live in the past, than ever face up to the cold harsh reality.
at least there's certainty in the past.
the only dependable thing about the future is uncertainty.
how could i escape this pathetic delusion? this delusion of comfort and love?
only time will tell.
i'll live with my past.
i'll live in the present.
& i'll live for the future.
that's what life's worth living for, ya?
wishing;
10:58 PM
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'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
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~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
~Me~
Jorel.Chanky.Pory.Kwoks
150791;
RI4P07;
kwyred
RafflesJazzChorale