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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
come to think of it, our class really has alot of damn cool surnames.
(in order of bizzarest to normalest):
tern<--impt!
hoay
yet
chee
zhou
choy
foong
chai
gan
zhang
seetow
wang
chan
yeo
lau
teo
tay
ong
lim
lee
hehs. paultern you're the weirdest.
kay my firstpost after my com crashed. not like anyone cares. z. i'll just send my blog to the graveyard. my tagbored.
wishing;
4:15 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
have you ever suddenly smiled to yourself when you were thinking of stuff that happened in the past? On the way to linan's house for acapella prac, i was thinking about many stuff on the mrt. and they weren't emo. in fact, i was randomly smiling to myself and i think everyone was staring at me omg. anyway i love these feelings, but its not like i miss them badly. it's just that i love busking in my memorable memories.
call it escapism? i'd prefer nostalgia. what's wrong with finding comfort in the past? if you're not gonna revisit them, then what's the use of remembering them? i love my memories, be it good or bad. they make up what i am today, and i don't regret them. the only things i regret are those i didn't attempt to try.
i guess other people were right in saying that we should try everything. this is the only chance we're gonna have; everyone's gonna die anyway. so why not just do it?
ok this post has quite very many question marks? so i think i should stop typing alr since i'm quite sleepy lol? okay anyway just think about it la?
just enjoy your life; not only the present. enjoy the memories you shared with everyone out there.
wishing;
10:39 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
wonder if any other child dosen't get a single birthday present from his family...oh well, i guess i'm asking for too much.
oh my sis just remembered to give me my present. It's a notebook.
wishing;
9:46 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
wonder if any other parent forget their child's birthday...
wishing;
8:35 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
ohyeahs my earphones are damn gged...rmb i accidentally spilt water into my bag? yeah i just went to try using my wet earphones again. and they actually worked! for a while...like 1/2 an hour-.- but now it owns! any song that i listen to using that earphone, will have its vocals cut off, and all i hear is like an instrumental! omg who has a earphone/mixer like mine! cool right, dun even need to edit in computer to get the vocals out. now every song i wanna listen to are instrumentals. there's the occasional sounds of water swishing swashing here and there...but it don't think that matters, huh? (: MY EARPHONES ARE FOR THE WIN! XD
anyway today we finished sch and went to the 3rd floor of nygh library (yes 3 floors omg la T.T) to present some ACRES project work thingummy to the girls of "green club". aiya some humans club that love nature la -.- eeyer anyway, i think nygh girls are v...noisy. they like chitter-chatter and giggle and laff when we're presenting, then i was complaining to theng about them...sorry loh xD
me: walao they're damn noisy and freaky.
theng: ya la but dun care loh.
me: wth i dun wanna go go jc anymore la! they're so hakiuhjfajdblf.
theng: aiya stop it! just stop it!!!
& at the end, they say, oh we're so sarcastic *crycrywhinewhine* like omg la =.= houyes anyway on our way out we saw ny's uniform groups marching and all. then we had very interesting things to say about them:
yisheng: noo their hands, swinging wrongly! argh.
me: uh okay ri npcc very good. -.-
yisheng: ya what, they're not as manly as us.
me: manly enough already la. any manlier and they'll become guys xD
a verynais experience in a verynais girls school. ohmans my eyes are still burning la...*goes get some more ice*
wishing;
8:44 PM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
the reason i'm still up so late is because i'm waiting for some people to finish doing their own portion for a project. however, after i told them more than an hour ago, they give disgustingly weak excuses that irks the hell out of me.
is it fair that i'm always doing so much? or is it because of my ego that i'm not willing to let other people do it as they made it out to me?
how can people live with such guilt not being helpful in circumstances like this, when i am being forced to the edge by everyone around me, just because i'm supposedly "not finishing work on time" or "rushing last-minute work". in fact, whenver i finish the project too early, they complain that i did not leave anything for them to do. When i try to do it last minute since they are probably more motivated at these eleventh hours, they lag so badly and i don't even know what on earth they have been doing behind the computer, this pathetic facade that hides facts from my possible wrath.
slackers, grow up and try to do your work. when problems arise, its not always others who are at fault. look deep inside yourself. infact, just glance on the shallow side, and it's not hard to see that you haven't freaking done as much as you're supposed to, or as much as i have.
am i ego? that's the truth. don't point fingers until you search within yourself a reason to.
wishing;
11:54 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
ok thanks to my friend's friend's research i kinda found out about these dreamfalls and all. hahhahaa thankyews(: didn't know you would bother so much xD
ok here they are:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypnic_jerk
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/False_awakening
hahahhaaa yays hope you understand them...and prolly understand what i was trying to say lol.
k gdnites y'all.
wishing;
12:20 AM
Friday, July 06, 2007
omggggg i really should get some hi-card instead. i'm wasting all my smses away. and my free incoming and outgoing too la. wth. but that means i have to change my phone number and tell everyone, which is like alot alot of ppl. which means i have to waste alot alot of smses doing that. then it prolly would defeat the purpose loh z.
ok nvm. point being, i just don't socialise well. perhaps its because i choose to distant myself for the people around me. maybe i refuse to take that first step. or i just fear getting broken/betrayed again. i have been so gullible last time, i thought i was being so noble...sacrificing my own happiness for others. and yet, they're not grateful. so now i know that everything's never gonna be fair on this earth. now i know that i was wrong thinking that way. ill just now be pursuing my own dreams and living my own life, not to the expectations of other. you may think im so darn selfish, but look at yourself. are you any better?
we all thought life was gonna so simple and easy, but it turns out that there's all those people who think that way too. and that life is simple and easy because they're trampling on others to get what they want. well, nothing's gonna change. and we can't survive if we're gonna always get trampled. so now, just start living your own life, since nobody else is gonna care how you feel.
i guess i'm critically cynical towards life. but that's because i don't wanna repeat the mistake again. ever.
wishing;
11:25 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
These fallen Little Things..
I should pick 'em up before they Die
& throw 'em back into the Sky
But Hell...What comes up
falls down
Maybe they're better off...
on the Ground.
wishing;
11:40 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
hahahahha omg josh know blues clues too! and he actually rmbs all the songs lalala xD
- Josh - Yes, I've lost my mind says:
blue skidooed, we can too!
- Josh - Yes, I've lost my mind says:
sit down in our thinking chair, think, think, thiinnnnnnnkk
- Josh - Yes, I've lost my mind says:
we gotta use our minds, take a step at a time and we can do anything
- Josh - Yes, I've lost my mind says:
that we wanna do
lol that was the song when they found all the clues and wanted to thiiink!
- Josh - Yes, I've lost my mind says:
here's the mail it never fails
it makes me wanna wag my tail
when it comes i wanna wail
- Josh - Yes, I've lost my mind says:
MAILLLLLLLLLLL
and that's the mail song xD omg yanghuan you own. heh!
- Josh - Yes, I've lost my mind says:
steve pwns joe
-`Çhanky; says:
yes
- Josh - Yes, I've lost my mind says:
steve pwns your dad too.
hahahahhaaa 'dad' = teo = another steve. lol speaking of which we have a maths ta on applications of differentiations this wk. sobs T.T
okay nvm i think im gonna get ownt for english portfolio >< 3k for the lose.
wishing;
10:30 PM
~~~
'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
~~~
~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
~Me~
Jorel.Chanky.Pory.Kwoks
150791;
RI4P07;
kwyred
RafflesJazzChorale
~~~
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'But I'm coming for you.'
~~~
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