Wednesday, July 11, 2007
the reason i'm still up so late is because i'm waiting for some people to finish doing their own portion for a project. however, after i told them more than an hour ago, they give disgustingly weak excuses that irks the hell out of me.
is it fair that i'm always doing so much? or is it because of my ego that i'm not willing to let other people do it as they made it out to me?
how can people live with such guilt not being helpful in circumstances like this, when i am being forced to the edge by everyone around me, just because i'm supposedly "not finishing work on time" or "rushing last-minute work". in fact, whenver i finish the project too early, they complain that i did not leave anything for them to do. When i try to do it last minute since they are probably more motivated at these eleventh hours, they lag so badly and i don't even know what on earth they have been doing behind the computer, this pathetic facade that hides facts from my possible wrath.
slackers, grow up and try to do your work. when problems arise, its not always others who are at fault. look deep inside yourself. infact, just glance on the shallow side, and it's not hard to see that you haven't freaking done as much as you're supposed to, or as much as i have.
am i ego? that's the truth. don't point fingers until you search within yourself a reason to.
wishing;
11:54 PM
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'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
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~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
~Me~
Jorel.Chanky.Pory.Kwoks
150791;
RI4P07;
kwyred
RafflesJazzChorale