Friday, July 06, 2007
omggggg i really should get some hi-card instead. i'm wasting all my smses away. and my free incoming and outgoing too la. wth. but that means i have to change my phone number and tell everyone, which is like alot alot of ppl. which means i have to waste alot alot of smses doing that. then it prolly would defeat the purpose loh z.
ok nvm. point being, i just don't socialise well. perhaps its because i choose to distant myself for the people around me. maybe i refuse to take that first step. or i just fear getting broken/betrayed again. i have been so gullible last time, i thought i was being so noble...sacrificing my own happiness for others. and yet, they're not grateful. so now i know that everything's never gonna be fair on this earth. now i know that i was wrong thinking that way. ill just now be pursuing my own dreams and living my own life, not to the expectations of other. you may think im so darn selfish, but look at yourself. are you any better?
we all thought life was gonna so simple and easy, but it turns out that there's all those people who think that way too. and that life is simple and easy because they're trampling on others to get what they want. well, nothing's gonna change. and we can't survive if we're gonna always get trampled. so now, just start living your own life, since nobody else is gonna care how you feel.
i guess i'm critically cynical towards life. but that's because i don't wanna repeat the mistake again. ever.
wishing;
11:25 PM
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'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
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~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
~Me~
Jorel.Chanky.Pory.Kwoks
150791;
RI4P07;
kwyred
RafflesJazzChorale