I have loved many things.
Like the clouds in the scorching Summer heat,
and rain that freezes the skin;
The scent of cool Autumn breezes,
and the gentle softness of the earth during Spring;
The cosiness of a convenience store at the dead of night;
The slight chill in the air after school;
The smell of the blackboard duster;
The rawr of a faraway truck,
echoing deep in the night...
And I wanted us to experience them together, always.
Click on the wings at the side to navi!^^
Thursday, November 29, 2007
i'll try to write in nicely proper english...but i'll probably still use emotes. xD (ya, like that one)
but i won't bother capitalising. ^^
on monday i went to watch stardust with hp, leo and edmund. the movie was quite nice and funny (like the screwy ways the brothers died! wth ><) but the ending was just...uh. okay.
omg hug me then my head will become shinyshiny and keel the evilwitch.
we dunnid weapons, we just need love. aww <333 (argh it's damn screwed up and mushy and disgustingly awiufhakjsfl-esque.)
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yesterday was nat's birthday, so we went to watch 'the kingdom' with weitsi, hp(again), leo(again), edmund(again)with the girl who acted in police and thief, moose, bentay, jot & josh. haha first nc-16 show i watched. it was damn bloody cool and vulgar too. (:
anyway before the movie i went to borders, only intending to look around...but in the end i bought some one-in-a-series manga (k fine i don't know how to say it -.-) called "glass wings". agh it's really quite gothic and freaky but cool too. (:
uhh it's about some boy who's being trapped by a young lady to be forced to love her, but then some young girl breaks into the room and the boy and the girl fall in love. then the lady ties the girl up and keeps slashing her with some knife...and the boy is like T.T. then the lady eventually says that the boy and the girl are actually siblings (zOMG!) and the lady is their mother! (NO WAI!1!111!!)
YEAH IT'S DAMN SCREWED UP.
hahahha there's 2 more short stories inside and they're pretty nice/screwedup too (: if you wanna borrow then just ask me lol.
k anyway i'm gonna post my first vid. yay. hahahaha since we're on the topic of screwed up, i'll just post some screwed up vid i found on youtube! (:
presenting, creation. enjoy! (:
wishing; 6:22 PM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
ohmanns i guess my whole kwyr life is over. even though there's still farewell.
i guess i've been waiting for this a damn long time.
but now that it's here, i feel kinda regretful.
i never really cherished our practices and all.
instead i just kept waiting for the concert.
well now it's...
...over.
everything's over. all 4 years of choir, 4 years of ri. mans i'm getting nostalgic all over again. ><
it's probably time to move on.
after all, the classes are cleaner on the other side! (: (though we'd prolly screw them up like 4p xD)
on a brighter note,
thanks so much for all the random gifts! omg this is like the concert where i got the most gifts lol xD
thx to: geofxjm: the wtf pineapple =.=" fiona: lol the walter's original xD mich: for flower and note (: rj guys: the random ball. ya. nvm i got gold ^^ & kevinlim: for coming last minute, thanks!
oh ya and josh slau merrill hiok kevin mich fiona, have a safe trip to wherever you all going! (Y)
hahahaa yay kays i go slp itlatenowbye.
wishing; 11:10 PM
Friday, November 09, 2007
hahahahaha finally! eh anyway warning: many many pictures! please be patient and wait for them to load (:
i think've been sad for long enough...though there's no end to grief. ohwells i guess it's time to move on. nothing's gonna change even if i dwell in the past; it just makes me feel more...comforted?
yay okay by the time you finish reading that emo paragraph the pics prolly finished loading. but you still have one more paragraph to read (which is the one you're reading now). i guess i'll keep this one short so that you can get to the pictures soon. ohno i just made it longer than the previous paragraph! argh. nevermind. i just wanna say:
thank you, RI 4P 07. for changing for life so much. fyi, the pics are in carvin order. that kinda explains why carvin is first lol.
FINE YOU CAN GET TO THE PICTURES NOW.
carvin; yay carvin the random! lol you're the most uh. random person i know ><" sometimes you just make really really irrelevant statements that they're damn freaking funny omg. lol thanks so much for making 4p a great place, since we can talk about anything and still not be as random as you lol! xD
jotham; lol scrotty! i know we disagree on lots of stuff and we don't see eye to eye on many stuff, but i'm just grateful that you've also shown me different sides of various stuff. lol it has been fun have a slut around, who grew up to become a diva! -i hoped you can mature into a guy though x)- *jot is admiring the boobs he'll never have. aww xD
will; hahhaha willzhang! i'm glad to see how much you've grown over these 2 years, and how you've become more friendly (nono don't be mistaken. not gay.) with other people! it's great having you as a friend! and don't be so angry when someone takes your pic next time xD
tom; lol yay tom! hhahaha when you're not sleeping in class, you're acting all randomly weird. omg you're a great friend, always happy and happily mocking me); hhahhha but it's okay that's what's fun is all about! ^^ lol i hope you become bayley housecap again!
tedric; lol tedric! omg i still can't believe how paikia you've become since sec1. argh omg you damn pro, pretend to sleep in class, but eating under your table!!! nooo damn amazing la! hahahaha you always damn nice lol, quiet but damn screwed up! tedric ftw!
*as you can see in the picture, tedric is looking up someone's ass. fyi that guy's benchang. LOLOLOL heh tedric fantasies are cool xD
slau; we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we wank slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! we want slau! (: hahahha slau you look damn cute in that pic. hahahha anyway thanks for all your bursts of angsts in class! our relationship really turned out for the better in the end, which i really didn't expect. thanks so much for making my ri life so memorable.
seetow; lol seetow omg you're the best! don't change when we go jc! omg i think all of us will miss the now seetow, since there'll be ****s in jc ): hahahaha you're always the one brightening up 4p! and i'm really grateful for that. i don't think i've seen you v angry before...stay happy, kay? (:
peng; LOLOL pengina from china! hahhaa big head omg...now that we're going to jc, i look back and see how kai1 lang3 you've been la, i admire you for that! i bet you're going "thank you thank you" behind the com alr =.= but anyways i don't think i'll ever forget you and your datou! xD
*peng's bighead blocks out the sun.
paul; hahahaha paul lol! everyday you never fail to get taupoked! man you're great fun hahahaha omg! i'm still in awe how you can achieve so much! well according to slau, i guess it's because, you're, well, a paultern. while i'm just a, jorel. hahahaha but thanks for showing me that so many things are possible! i wish you the best in life(:
moose; oh lol moose shit your hair is damn pro now! hahahaha anyway you're a great guy, always being so tolerant of others! hhahaahha but i think the thing i rmb most about you is teasing edmund FBHing lol! hahahha you're always so willing to express yourself lol that sounds stupid xD hahaha but nvm you're the kind anyone can approach and i thank you for that!
*moose is pointing middle finger lol, and seetow's trying to do the pose in the seetow pic above xD
merrill; hahahha due to certain stuff i couldn't get merrill's pic, but i would still like to say thanks for impacting my life so greatly, in quite many ways. maybe part of it was from the daily fooling arounds, but i guess more was from what you've told me about me...but i didn't really listen. hahaha nvm, i still rmb the happy times! lol i shouldn't be so sore about all the sad things; just learn from them and move on! thanks for so much merrill! (:
leo; hahahha leo you're a damn nice guy that anyone can talk to! you're so random sometimes i can't seem to follow your train of thoughts lol xD but i appreciate how much you care about everyone around you, and i hope you'll never grow out of this(: you're the best lol! and i think you're the only guy i took pic wif lol xD
kevinlim; har kevinlim lolol always talking shit! wth! argh everyday on msn we talk so much cock i think even if i've gone insane i wouldn't be able to tell wtf. argh but you've been a really great friend, not being pist wif me whenever i emo zzz. hahahaha thanks for everything! (: gunz?
joshua; hhahahaha watersecks joshua! argh i still don't even know what the original idiom means. =.= knvm. hahahha anyways i think you've been a really great guy, always willing to hear me out when i'm being emo/pist/ranty. ^^ i wish you all the best in your future relations with anyone and everyone, but ohwell, everyone alr likes you alot xD *imagines merrill getting nosebleed* gunz?
hiok; lol hiok (y) ok wdv. hahahaha you're some damn influential guy, not only in terms of being a chair, but as a friend too. i see jonho talking the same way as you...i go lol o.O! hahahhaa i think you're a really determined guy, and i hope that you'll be able to achieve what you want to in life.
gwar; yay gwar rawr!1!!1!111! ahhahahaa ohshit i never expected you of all ppl to play gunz omg argharghargh. nowai! you're a damn cool guy lol! but being gay with ding ain't all that cool! hhahahaaa you v good, play psp in class! the degenerate nature of ripb ftw! hahahhaha thanks for being such a great guy to talk to anytime lol(:
*gwar is posing in pic. AND HE KINDA LOOKS LIKE DING OMG OMG OMG!
gan; hahahha yay gan & reckles drivin'! hahaha nah that's not the only thing i rmbed about you! i've seen you change so much through the 4 years, and i think you can see it too! i think you're really nice to talk to, but don't raise your voice so much, kay? xD hahahaa i see you're one who's really bent on achieving what you believe in, and i know that you can do it! yay(:
*gan slping.
nat; hahahhaa nat you're the best la! seducing everyone with you voluptous shapely body hahahah argh i damn sick nvm. heh anyway i think you have a talent for growling. yay! hahahha no matter what you're gonna do in life, don't do it to impress others; do it because you want to, okay? God bless (:
edmund; edmund likes FBH! and CH! hahahhaa don't worry la, everyone's joking, and you should try to be more happy, instead of putting your frownygrowlnyface xD hhahaha damn fun wrestling with you lolololol! i hope you didn't mind it! ^^ don't care what others think, do what you wish for the most!
ding; Ding! awmans i think you're damn freaking fast! and i still can't take a pic of you, so i'll just use the pic of you throwing up a ball! hahahaha i think you talk damn funny! nigger here nigger there lol. argh nvm i think i kinda got used to it...and only when i look back i find it weird. sigh. hhahaha go runrunrun if it is your passion. but don't rush through your life; you'll miss many things on your way(:
daniel; well since daniel's in photog, he wouldn't let me get his pic. ohwells nvm. hahahha i think you're one of the most brilliant and creative person i've ever met, and i'm really honoured! omg all your various scripts are amazing okay. hahahahha you have an innate talent for literature, and don't regret your decision in jc! even though not many may take it, rmb that you are unique! and your PAP facade got us fooled for a real long time lol argh. i still like it though(:
chee; lol chee! argh i still rmb i got screwd by jaqsim because of you! hmph. ok fine actly it's my fault agh. hahahha anyway i think you've changed quite a bit, and i know that you're made for quite great things. so stop hardcore mugging and look around you, there are so many things in life that you can do as well!
*lol sry chee you look emo in this pic.
hahhaha cake i think i got lotsa stuff to say to you. somehow i can tell if someone's more of a rational person, or an emotional person. however, i couldn't really tell which side you tended to more. i guess you're gifted to be able to see things from either sides, and i think you've really opened my eyes to many things i never realised before. i also never really expected our relationship would've become this great, and i'm really more than grateful. looking back in sec1 and 2, it's really amazing how i actually managed to talk to you and be so much more open to you in 3/4P. you've accepted me, and that's enough for me. thank you so much.
*btw cake's whacking me wif his waterbottle that's why i'm taking the pic slantedly.
yay bentay! hahahha bentay you're the best! you're such a joy to be with, and you're never afraid to venture to do new things! no wonder ppl always wanna follow you in whatever you do! hahahhaa i just wish that you'll be happy and brave to pursue what you want in life! (:
hahaha. i guess this is it... we might meet next year, but we prolly won't be talking to each other much. ppl are gonna change next year. be prepared. but most of all, be yourself.
these years sure past by fast. these memories i will keep. and i hope we will never forget how we came together in 4P. d(^^,)
wishing; 6:02 PM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
how fast two years have passed.
"there are many things that I would like to say to you, but i don't know how."
there's just so many things going through my head right now, and i really can't pen them down into words. i'm really so thankful for you guys, i never enjoyed such great friends before. sure, there were times when we had quarrels, but it never ended in hatred and all. what i wouldn't give to stay with you guys );
hahahha i won't make sobby and cryie statements anymore, but i know i'll miss all of you very much. this post is dedicated to us 4P07, for what we've done, how we screwed around, how we got screwed and how we got through it all as a class (:
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0 says: even with all the screwy things 0 says: over the years 0 says: i'll still miss everything 0 says: 3p was damn fun!!
-`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: eh let's just try to rmb everything from last year -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: and type it here
-`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: man i really can't rmb 0 says: waitwait 0 says: k back -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: kyouthuink 0 says: hmm 0 says: sleeping on the carpet yay 0 says: there were lots of staples in the carpet 0 says: which were kinda painful 0 says: we broke the front and back doors -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: lolol okay 0 says: and they reinforced the locks -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: oh ya! 0 says: we played lf2!!! 0 says: !!! -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: and brian broke them again 0 says: lf2 and liero -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: and liero!!! 0 says: yeah -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: and watched gundam seed! 0 says: HAHA -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: lololol omg 0 says: yeah that too 0 says: and ate in class A LOT -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: yum yum challenge! 0 says: it was better when there were only the 2 small windows in the doors 0 says: assembly challenge too -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: the great chemistry escape! 0 says: yaaa 0 says: and tan chee wan 0 says: and tan chee too -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: lol 0 says: and mr tan, chee wan go toilet! -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: tan chee = wan 0 says: no it isn't -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: tan chee = 1 -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: eh tan what is = 1? 0 says: 45 -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: chee = 45 0 says: oi 0 says: highly irrelevant -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: lolol sorry. -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: hahahhahaa seetow omg 0 says: oh ya 0 says: seetow breaking the softball 0 says: but no one seems to have the vid anymore -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: oh ya -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: LOLOL -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: the broken one 0 says: yeah 0 says: hahaha 0 says: and a lot of random photo taking 0 says: and taupoking -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: oh ya 0 says: and doing fun stuff in general -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: and the ghost drawers 0 says: haha ya 0 says: class spirit -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: class spirit -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: ya 0 says: ya 0 says: we did a lot more stuff last year -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: yeah 0 says: singing in then's class? 0 says: did we do that -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: whistling! 0 says: oh 0 says: lol win -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: lol bullying then ftw 0 says: abuthen -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: oh ya lol 0 says: hahaha 0 says: oh no and seetow teaching then 0 says: what a jibai was -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: oh no -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: and seetow teaching andrew -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: what a jibai was 0 says: HAHA 0 says: and andrew fighting with ppl! -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: wif peng! -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: hhahahhaa omg 0 says: lol -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: i think he became some paikia screwed up shit back in australia 0 says: HAHA 0 says: don't you think he alr was 0 says: before he came -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: lol i got a pic of him wif my specs 0 says: just that he got worse 0 says: ya i know -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: you wan the montage of my specs? 0 says: i went to dl the collage -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: lol okay -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: argh -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: >< -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: oh ya -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: then got then said f*** -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: or sth like that 0 says: eh 0 says: YA hahahaha 0 says: you guys are f***ing noisy! -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: hhahahah we were too noist 0 says: then we laughed like siao 0 says: and when she came back she got ownt -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: then then went out and screamed -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: gg la -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: kkk we think about the 3p stuff again -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: did we own elsa? 0 says: hahaha yeah 0 says: there was a lot of com game playing -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: in her remedial lesson -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: lol omg 0 says: and ksp walked in and saw us playing liero on projector screen 0 says: then he laughed and said he used to do that kind of thing 0 says: something like that hahahaha -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: argh wth!! -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: ohon damn screwed -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: oh ya 0 says: hahaha -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: there was card throwing -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: all those cardboard -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: then we throw everywhere 0 says: YA 0 says: haha that was fun 0 says: and we played a lot of bottle soccer -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: hahahhaha ya -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: OH YES -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: the board pingpong -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: we hit the ping pong across the whiteboard 0 says: OH YA 0 says: omg 0 says: how did we forget that 0 says: that was so fun -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: becasue we can't play now anymore T.T 0 says: and we opened the windows to yell at ppl -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: screw SR block -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: HAHHAHA OMG -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: yes -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: in the morning 0 says: hehehe 0 says: and we ponned assembly omg 0 says: cos no one oculd see us -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: lol don't get pregnant! 0 says: and we ponned talks too -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: oh ya -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: hmm we played music over speakers ALOT more than this year -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: and the "f***" documentary 0 says: OH YA 0 says: HAHA -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: the transitive 0 says: and xingjiao 0 says: from the chinese dictionary -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: and the intransitive -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: hahha yes -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: omg 0 says: dammit 0 says: and we wonder why last year was more fun? 0 says: zzz. -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: lol we know last year was more fun 0 says: yeah but i couldn't really think of whyyy -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: we had so many intheclass games -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: now we only got bottle and softbal -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: but we can't play both at the same time -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: last time we got cards pingpong scissorthrowing and bottle 0 says: ya 0 says: zzz 0 says: sian last year was really damn fun -`Çhanky; see you in heaven far away.~* says: yeah 0 says: and lessons were a hell lot more fun too 0 says: lessons and non-lesson time 0 says: everythinggg
0 says: sian a lot of memories 0 says: =(
3p was so fun i missed it so much! & there was the throwing chairs after eoys! & our reinforced service pack 2! & throwing scissors at the board at the back of class! i think i nearly killed merrill and alot of ppl though xD & keeping mealworms! (omg that was damn sick ><) & jotham chasing slau around the whole junior block HHAAHHA OMG!
so many stuff in 3p! hahahhaa i can't really think of anymore, so just tag your memories or sth, kay? (:
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i guess 4p wasn't really as fun as 3p. prolly because we had the endofyear tests thing, and the really great design of the SR block! that great big clear windows and the firm and cool concrete floor, won't you agree?! z. hahhha anyway we managed to attach curtains...until ET and niuyi got quite pist ): i think we've been quite bad to them through the year...>< i guess that just means they'll rmb us alot more! ^^
ohyes and there was intheclass softball! i think it was the best thing that happened to 4P(: hahahahha was damn fun i can't believe we managed to think of such a game lol! heh we should all go try out for softball next year xD
then more and more ppl started bring laptops to sch and everyone began to lan cs and dota! aww too bad ri's system couldn't be accessed, or else we could've used the internet. *grins* and we can't forget reckless drivin'! i can't believe we got so obsessed with such a random game...then again, we're 4p! ^^
i think after that we all began to mug really hard. despite screwing around so much, we actly had alot of damn hardcore muggers, and those born brilliant. ): hahahha don't care about grades, we maanged to get the prefects to screw around with us! omg paul tern with food on his table, willzhang bringing drink into class, tom sleeping during philo lesson listening to mp3 and gwar dinging around!
YES THERE WAS BENNY LAVA TOO! yay benny lava! hhahahhaa omg!
those were the best times.
well i don't like long posts, so wait for the next post for the pictures, kay? (:
wishing; 9:29 PM
hahahhahha omg shit it's all over ): but i really enjoyed the two years we had in 3/4p. omg i still can't believe it. 4p's the BEST!!!!111 i'm gonna miss 4p alot T.T
lol anyway today we went to school to practice for gradnite(which was kinda screwed) and then me and jong went to buy shirt for gradnite. i found a nice shirt but jong got jealous and left me ): hahhahahaha then he got a nicer shirt lol.
hhahah oh ya i met fiona and family after buying shirt. then we all went buying ingredients for spaghetti =.= hhahaha quite fun, but i kept getting suanned for being thin wth! hahaahha and omg i grew super taller than fiona.
lol @ you(:
knvm.
and so i went home and went out to gradnite for soundcheck. but in the end we never got any. wtf. wasted bloody time there =.= hahahha nvm we played lf2! brings back memories of 3p sigh. my next post will be dedicated wholly to 3/4P! so stay tuned(:
gradnite was quite fun! seetow came in indian costume hahahha omg! and moses dyed part of his hair blond! and hiok half-buttoned his shirt! ahgrhghrh omg everyone becoming more screwed up after school end xD
food was good. mmm. typical restaurant food actually. but mmm. ^^
hhahahhaa then sec4 acapella went up to sing. but screw no condenser mics. then all the sound balance damn imba cannot sing well. lol who actly cares we were screwing around anyway xD oh man hongdedeja(or however you spell his name) WAS DAMN AWESOME! he got amazing stage presence lol! hahahhaa but i think we're damn bad to him ><" lol we had funfuntime walking around getting autographs and all (with stupid ppl spamming up more than half my page like fuzh =.=) and getting 3 "otto"-graphs argh damn lame.
i guess i'm really gonna miss ri alot. screwing around so much was damn fun.
oh oh and i forgot about moderation: lol happy birthday to kevin boo. and thanks to a teacher who always go "moo", ri fulfiled my wish in school, by giving a GPA of three point oh two.
yay poems are nice. I'M DAMN HAPPY I CAN TAKE NORMAL SUBJS IN JC YAY!!!!
&byebye4P07.
look forward to next post.
wishing; 12:20 AM
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'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
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~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
