Monday, May 05, 2008
everyone around me's getting all the leadership positions.
like those people who aren't really paultern-esque still get leadership positions.
daniel photog chair
kevinlim guitar chair
weijian commscience chair
it's damn stressing.
sometimes i do wonder what it feels like to have the chance to organise stuff for your cca and lead them and be proud when we do well for competitions.
well it's quite hard to get any more chances.
sigh, everyone's gonna be busy with their ccas and being good chairs, while i just work hard and do my best as a vocalist in jazz. sure, they say "oh you still can contribute even though you're not in exco!", but i know that there's alot of leadership experience i'm missing out.
being peripheral is sian.
truthfully, i wish i could do something for my cca (as in something really important like organising stuff and leading practices etc.) and feel important and needed and at the end contented for doing such a fine job leading the cca,
instead of shing away from the limelight and being some nobody.
just do my best i guess, that's the best i can do.
wishing;
10:16 PM
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'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
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~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
~Me~
Jorel.Chanky.Pory.Kwoks
150791;
RI4P07;
kwyred
RafflesJazzChorale