Saturday, July 05, 2008
i've only gotten chem and physics back, but i'm already prepared to work a hell lot harder for promos already.
many things have changed; i've always thought that working hard on something would mean that one had to sacrifice another. but seeing the various people around me with so much they can call their own, i can't help but wonder if i really had put in my best.
many times we delude ourselves to thinking that we had done our best, for comfort and for closure, but in fact it serves as a means for complacency to come and stay, hidden amidst all the pseudo-hardwork.
failure after failure, one tends to blame it on oneself (ya self pity is fun too), but in the end when nothing's being done, well uh, nothing will be done.
i just afked for damn long and now i'm back to complete the post but i totally forgot what i was thinking about.
if they're can be so accomplished in whatever they pursue, i don't see why i can't. so from now on, i'll really push myself and work hard to get what i want. i'm part of reality, not merely an observer of it. that's why reality hurts, but it totally rocks when you see your ideal reality, moulded by your very acts.
rock on and work hard everyone!
nothing is impossible is nothing (Y)
wishing;
10:16 PM
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'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
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~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
~Me~
Jorel.Chanky.Pory.Kwoks
150791;
RI4P07;
kwyred
RafflesJazzChorale