Wednesday, March 04, 2009
i really really hate being sick ):
especially when you just get your voice back only to fall even more sick and cough like some old man with chronic coughing disease D: ohnoes maybe God really hates me, in so, so many other ways that i can never divulge.
i think God's just a human construct so that the chore of shifting blame gets so much simpler;
'ohh me ohh my, woe is me, why hath thou forsaken me?'
yeah, go ahead and fault higher orders for your own misery.
(which is what i'm doing, essentially D:)
& because people are such jerks like that, in the same light, i think humans are God's constructs that failed, really really horribly.
The way humans construct God and mould them to fit in the flaws in their lives seem so disgusting, i wish God would just come here already (this is obviously assuming that the real God is nowhere near convenient/loose/shiftblame-friendly as what we make Him out to be).
but i guess coughing isn't all too bad, it can't make my chest feel any worse than it already does.
omgomgomg today was amazing i finished 3 whole physics tutorials!!! I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF YAY :DD
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eh fried take care k, i know you'll be alright in there (: i hope your friedesiblinggs don't miss you too badly, and that your friedefamilyy will be just fine, mm. ^^
wishing;
5:42 PM
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'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
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~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
~Me~
Jorel.Chanky.Pory.Kwoks
150791;
RI4P07;
kwyred
RafflesJazzChorale