I have loved many things.
Like the clouds in the scorching Summer heat,
and rain that freezes the skin;
The scent of cool Autumn breezes,
and the gentle softness of the earth during Spring;
The cosiness of a convenience store at the dead of night;
The slight chill in the air after school;
The smell of the blackboard duster;
The rawr of a faraway truck,
echoing deep in the night...
And I wanted us to experience them together, always.
Click on the wings at the side to navi!^^
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Did you ever talk to God above?
The past few many days/weeks/month have been so subliminally trying and it's as if i'm trying to survive on my own; on my own emotions, my own thoughts, my own faith. Well, it's not as if i've depended on God so much, but recently, more than ever, my life is revolving around me. I'd usually know in my heart that 'haha God's there, that's why everything's gonna be alright eventually mm', but everything that happened seemed too...human. It's ugly and materialistic and carnal (okay not really carnal that's too sex-y eww); it's satanic. (note: satanic doesn't have to always mean worshipping satan btw, it's more of self-worship/indulgence so yeah, don't have creepy gory images of diable, diablots, diablotins flying devil, devilkins etcetc. popping up in your heads GAH!!! D: D: D:) and i don't like it, this stifling atmosphere of sin. But yeah it's over, it really really is. Now, whatever emotional/human struggles i'll submit to Him because i know He'll provide for me no matter what. It's really hard surrendering EVERYTHING, but you've been a good wake-up call (even though i hate seeing you drift). We can't fake our faith, like oh-i'm-so-religious-God-look-at-me-flailing-my-arms-at-you (eee pharisee HAHA). Because God sees through all of that; He looks past everything, and looks STRAIGHT INTO YOUR HEART.
that's why i'll set my heart straight this time! (gosh, sorry God, i'm late by 13 months, but it'll be good, i promise.)
mm yeah, it's gonna be a new path for me(:
wishing; 7:43 PM
~~~
'To touch your hand...'
'To hear your voice...'
'To see your smiling face.'
~~~
~Wishlist~
& omg i really wanna type stuff in this wishlist so that people can get me stuff that i want BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET GAH
